Thursday, October 22, 2015

Beautiful is Being yourself


Turn your head phones up, this might be an old song but it still sounds brand-new. This tittles, LET ME LOVE YOU by MARIO. I don't know but this song put my mind on ease, it's so catchy.




So I was saying yesterday, I am doing this "colorfy" application from the Apple store, unfortunately the application wasn't a full version after all. It sucks I know, but I was still able to do a few of it & as a matter of fact I'd be posting some of those works here. I'm trying to find some related application, can't help but to feel disappointed to not be able to find one. Its time consuming and that's what I need, to not feel bored every time there's no internet connection at home. I have another two more weeks till second semester starts, so I'm thinking of going to gym or doing some home workout to shed a few pounds.

Today wasn't that productive, just a quick photo shoot and reading some story from wattpad. I honestly feel lazy, I can't even move myself too much anymore, I'm such a bum, been wanting to lose all this excess weight but I don't know where to get the determination and even the inspiration to do so. My life style is surely not on the right track. I badly needed a fitness buddy, someone who can go through this pace with me. 

What is wrong about being fat? or being a plus size? Frankly, I feel good about myself, well, not that OH SO GOOD type of feeling but I'm satisfied. It feels great to be able to just do what you want, to eat what you want and to wear what you want. Is there something wrong with that? Why do people act as if its a CRIME. Since when does being yourself qualified as a felony? Why does the word fat, chubby, plump, stout and flabby is not a compliment? Why does people look down on plus size people, why do we get criticize all the time? I seriously don't understand. I hate that we have to look a certain way to be called Beautiful, Sexy and Gorgeous.. Don't you think a big woman can be all those things as well? Being fat doesn't mean were grossed, it doesn't really mean we eat too much, sometimes its just genes. No matter what the reason of an individual for being over weight, ITS NONE OF YOU GOD DAMN BUSINESS.

If you come to the sense of it, you people are the reasons why most of the over weight people lack self confidence, because everyone of you judge. All of you have nothing to say but all negativity, what exactly do you get from disparaging someone? Why can't we just accept the fact that in this world, there is no perfection, so if you think that a sexy and a beautiful woman is a perfection then you are absolutely and completely wrong. Everyone has their hidden flaws, God never made one or ever he commands us to be one. So people, stop trying to be perfect, because you can't. Learn to be satisfy and love, accept one another, It's a small world after all, we got to love each other.


Enough said.


Changing the topic, I'm somuch looking forward for Saturday, simply because it's ALDUB's day. The right time has finally come! Yay for them, too bad I can't watch it live on the Philippine Arena. I couldn't even survive going to Pasay all by myself so how could I even manage to go somewhere else far. On the contrary. I've gone to Singapore all by myself! hah! Twitter is surely going to go through a hard time ingesting all the tweets from all the fans. RIP to my timeline. Would that be the end of the KALYESERYE? Ugh, then that's dissapointing, it's all that I looked forward into every show. I hate to admit but they really look good together. I'm a big supporter of their love team. A big round of applause as well for Wally for playing the role of Lola Nidora, Duhrizz, Rihyana and Doctora Dora he nailed it! I'm gonna miss them.

ALDEN RICHARDS & MAINE MENDOZA aka YAYA DUB
Dr. Dora, Lola Nidora,Duhrizz & Rogelios
LEFT: Tidora and the Bernardos RIGHT: Tinidora and the Quandos