Tuesday, August 30, 2016

Pouring My Heart Out

Will you share your life with me. For the next ten minutes?
We can handle that.
We could watch the waves.
We could watch the sky
Or just sit and wait and as the time ticks by
And if we make it till then.. do you think I can ask you again?
There are so many lives I want to share with you,
I will never be complete until I do.

I'm not always on time
Please don't expect that from me.
I will be late. (at times)
But if you can just wait,
I will make it eventually
Not like it's in my control
Not like I'm proud of the fact
But anything other than being exactly on time
I can do the rest exactly just fine.

I don't know why people run
I don't know why things fall through
I don't know how anybody survives in this life
Without someone like you
I could protect and preserve
I could say no and goodbye..
But why I can't, Louie, why?

I want to be your wife
I want to bear your child
I want to die knowing I had a long full life in your arms
Will you please your share your life with me?
For the next ten lifetimes, maybe?
For a million summers,
Till the world explodes,
Till there's no one left who has ever known us apart.
There are so many dreams that I need to see with you
There are so many years that I need to be with you
I will never be complete. I will never be alive.
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You don't have to get a haircut. You don't have to look good at all times..You don't have to like Justin Bieber..Just love me!! You don't have to be jealous. You don't have to feel insecure..You don't have to have a good voice..You don't have to change a single thing..Just stay with me.. I want you and you and nothing but you, miles and piles of you. Finally I have something worthwhile to think about each morning. No substitution will do, nothing but fresh, undiluted and pure. Top of the line and totally mine! It feels like my life led right to your side and will keep me there from now on, Baby think about what you wanted, think about what we could be and think about how much I love you..think of what's great about me and you, think of the bullsh*t we've both been through. Think of what's past because we can do better!

Lou, I always believe in you. If I didn't believe in you we'd never have gotten this far.
If I didn't believe in you and all of the ten thousand man you are. If I didn't think you could do anything you ever wanted to. If I wasn't certain that you'd come through somehow. The fact of the matter is, Lou I wouldn't be here now if I didn't believe in you. We wouldn't be having fights and misunderstandings. If I didn't believe in you, I'd walk out of ur life and say,"Louie, you're right"

And here's where it ends. Louie if I didn't believe in you I couldn't have proudly tell my family and friends that: "This is the life I choose.This is the thing I can't bare to lose. Trip us or trap us, but we refuse to fall". Besides that's what we agreed on,  right Lou? That's what we wanted.  If I hadn't believed in you I wouldn't have loved you at all!!! But fuck it!! I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND WITH ALL THAT I AM. Try to find a lady who could love you just as much, I bet it'll be a hell of a job.


Finding someone like you was really hard, but worth it. No matter how much we went through, we were able to overcome them. Just like a thread fitting through the loop of a needle.You always stayed by my side when I needed you the most. Well sometimes even you can’t understand. But that’s alright, I can’t even understand myself most of the times. The switching of moods. It’s annoying. I know. But you stay even though I pushed you away.  You have made me feel things I never felt before and it's overwhelming. The wounds of the past are healed,  all the pain I have felt and the things that did not work out, now making sense and that tells me that you're probably the one. My doubts are starting to vanish. I'm starting to trust you completely and stopped comparing you to the nightmares i'v had. My SMILE is back, not just on my face but from deep within.. You give me sucha relief, freedom.

Can you imagine a life without me? Now that we've met I cannot see my future without you in it. Every dream I have I see your face; every thought I have your name is in the whispers of the wind.
You follow me everywhere, you are the reason I have a good day. You are the reason I smile when there is nothing to smile about. I know I truly love you. I want to thank you so much for allowing me to feel the greatest feeling I have ever felt, and I promise to cherish it and always love you and do my best to keep you happy. I just wanted you to know how much you mean to me. Thank you for everything you have done for me! And I am looking forward to the life we will share together.
You're the bestest Man ever and that's all there is to it! Whenever I'm talking to you, I feel like the luckiest Woman in the whole wide world. There's nothing that I need to hide from you, nothing I can't tell you; there are no uncomfortable silences, no secrets, and no reason to suspect anything unusual. Our relationship has none of the qualities that make other relationships fail - it's almost too perfect, but just right at the same time. You're the love of my life right now and I really think you're my soul mate. No matter what, there will never be another for me.

I love the way you put in every effort that you can just to make everything work for us. With just the thought that somebody like you would always be there to lend me some of his time just to make me happy and complete is incomparable. I really appreciate that, even though there are times when things are getting rough with our lives. I am not sure how long will you be there for me, but I just wish it would be forever.


It takes a strong man to accomplish everything that you have in your life, I am proud of you that you stick to your goals.You say that you are going to make me a happy woman ... well, you have already done that, just by being you and showing me love and being so open with your feelings. You are what I dreamed of when I was a little girl, someone with integrity, honesty, love, affection, handsome, and with such a charming personality. I never thought I would find you, but here you are.

There are two stages in the life, firstly, the good time and secondly the bad time, but in my opinion all the good times make the bad ones worth it. We come out stronger in the end and I just want you to know that I love you and I am willing to stick it out through the good and bad, happy and sad because I choose us! I love you. Please understand that we have so much to give to each other and I look forward to that day. I believe it is closer now than ever before. It is just that is obstacles that we need to clear up, and I think you know what I am talking about. Besides that, we can and I know we will survive.