Yay!
This is the last week of first semester and I'm really really glad I made it. It's our final exam week tho so that includes a massive amount of stress considering how plenty of handouts and notes I've to revise. Well what to expect, right? That's what college is all about, I guess? Stress?? STRESS!!
Oh well, atleast its almost over, isn't? Besides, this semester been a hell of a roller coaster ride. I'm very much proud of myself that I'm able to keep the grades high up. I wasn't expecting so much of myself this semester as I know how difficult my majors are but hey, I guess I'm sucha a smart ass. I'm not the "nerdy" type of student tho. When I said "NERDY", I mean that kind of student who does his/her revision everyday.. Infact I'm more of a "study-when-there-is-an-exam-or-quiz" type of student. I don't touch my notes unless exam is around the corner.
Being in medical field, I should really learn to read during my leisure time. There's alot of things that I still need to know, in Radiologic field atleast. I really wanna learn, I loved to, but sometimes I got so lazy that I'd choose to just do other irrelevant things rather than things that would benefit me. How silly!! & I truly hate that habit. I'm doing my best to ditch it tho, cos it do me no good.
This semester, I've learned oodles of things. Well, I'm ought to.. *giggles*
I've finally subdue my trypanophobia, for those of you who isn't aware of what trypanophobia is.. it is the FEAR OF NEEDLES. My family and friends do know that I've suffered from that phobia ever since I was little. Not only that, I've also suffered from Nosocomephobia & yes, you read that right. You guys must be wondering why I chose a medical field when I have a hospital anxiety. I've asked that myself sometimes, but come on, you can never stop a woman from doing what she wants, isn't? I know its really confusing but I really want to be part of this. I want to be a doctor, so bad. Furthermore, this is the path that I choose and therefore I gotta live with it. Besides, what matters is I'm happy and I'm getting all the support that I need from my family, friends and especially from Louie. What else could I ask for? I have what I need. All I have to do is give it all that I got to succeed and make them proud. And deeply, I know I will.. someday.
I've overcome all those phobia that I had. Every god damn needles that's being poked through my veins doesn't terrify me anymore. It doesn't make me cry anymore. It doesn't hurt anymore. And that's really solid. The thought of walking around the hospital doesn't petrifies me anymore. Looks like I'm learning to accept that it's like my second home :)
I gotta admit my favorite subject this semester is "Radiologic Technique 101". Simply because this is the only major subject that gives me that feeling that i'm sort of a Radtech already. haha, The professor taught us how xray image is process in the Dark Room and how the image turns from latent (invisible) to manifest (visible) image by the help of the developer and fixer solution. It's just astounding! I've memorized the name of the chemicals that is used in a solution by heart. *wink* In fact, I even come up with my own "Hugot" or "Deeply Emotional" line using one of the chemicals that's used in a solution and that is "Potassium Bromide".. it is said to act as a restrainer in a developer solution. So what a Potassium Bromide does is it prevents over development. Therefore, my 'Hugot' line is: "I hope you could drop a little bit of Potassium Bromide solution in my heart to prevent the over development of the feelings that I have for you." -LAUGHS HYSTERICALLY
Now Stop! I know I got you ppl laughing on that one.
moving on....
I guess it's good to have an inspiration and a goal. I guess that's the key to Success, Like srsly. I don't have to say who my inspiration is I guess? Bcos its way too obvious *blush*
So yeah, after this week.. SEMESTER IS OVER.
For now, I got to focus on my revisions for the finals.
I'll update you guys how it goes for me. So wish me luck loves!
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BS RADTECH
