I think the hardest part this year is not being to witness you turning 18. Can you imagine, I have always been there to watch you blow the candles ever since you were 7? Not going to lie though, it does upset me so much that I wont be able to celebrate your birthday with you and the family. But, it is what it is, isn’t it? The picture above is probably one of my favorite picture with you and Gerome, besides we also don't have a picture together cos you're such a camera shy, so this will do.
Dear Bryan,
Time flies huh? I can’t believe that on your way to adult hood. 18. That’s so insane. It makes me so emotional to know that one day, we will all grow up, start a family and move on with life and I’m honestly dreading for that to come. I’m so sorry that I can’t be there to witness your milestone. You have no idea how much I wanna get on the plane today just to see you and give you the biggest hug.
Happy eighteen birthday, my bro. I think by now you should know how much you mean to me. And if you don’t, you seriously need to go and re-evaluate and reflect, you fool. I think being away from home and being away from you has made me realized that you are actually an emotional person. It’s okay to be emotional, it’s okay to have emotions. Don’t be embarrassed to admit them. I think sending you different voice notes in a day makes my day so much better. Thank you for always replying and ranting with me, telling me about the weather in Singapore, how your day went and most importantly for always bugging me with your never ending craps!
Happy 18 birthday to the boy who is ever so compassionate. The boy who will go through hell for the people he love. The boy who have never ending dreams and goals to achieve. The boy who have so much passion for the things he love. The boy who is so shy to admit his feelings. The boy who watches basketball videos every day. The boy who exert so much pressure on himself to be better. The boy who is ever so gentle and caring. The boy who is so caring and loving. The boy who will do great things in life.
Always remember that it’s okay to make mistakes. Mistakes will help you learn and grow and never ever be afraid to make them. When you feel like the whole world is on your shoulder and you falling to your knees, remember to look back cause I will always be there to catch you, to support you and tell you that everything will be okay.
You irritate and annoy me so much but I will never ever want it any other way. Be the best version of yourself this year. Make goals and make sure you achieve them. Like I always remind you, be kind and do good to others and you will go so far in life, I promise. Happy 18 birthday once again I miss you lots and lots. You are a fool but I love you with all my heart.
Love,
Your Beautiful Ate
*giggles*
