Love is not a new feeling for her. All her life she loved everything and everyone who became a part of her existence. She grew up appreciating small and big things that was given to her. She seldom ask for favor for she learned to do things on her own but it doesn’t mean she doesn’t want any help from anyone. It’s just that, she’s not used to asking help. She just wait if someone out there will volunteer or willingly help her for she doesn’t want to force anyone to do things for her. She also prefer doing things behind the spot light. It is her comfort zone. A place where no eyes will look at her with so much expectation. For expectations stresses her, taking her enthusiasm away. Plus the spot light is too bright for a woman who doesn’t want any of it and the attention it draws. She just want a simple and peaceful life but with lots of adventure.
She always wanted to explore different places. Understand different cultures and experience things that will add or change to her views about life. She wanted to learn new ideas, gain knowledge and share what she have in hand. She’s a woman who have so much dream not just for herself but for the people around her.
She’s usually the big sister in their group but most of the time the kid at heart. Throwing jokes and making silly faces to draw smiles to people she considers sisters and family. She’s always there when her girlfriends have problems. Always have a listening ear and understanding heart. Equally balancing the different side of story before judging anyone. She’s a loyal and true friend. Pointing out your mistakes and helping you acknowledge it without judging your whole being by a single mistake. She always believed that everyone have their flaws but it doesn’t mean you’re a bad person. There’s always two side of the coin, she said. Everyone have their evil side but you just have to learn to accept, love and control it.
Everybody loves her for her smiles, laughs, humor and wittiness. She’s like a candle in the dark. Her simple fire can light a dark room. Her single smile have a rippling effect making others smile too. Her laugh is so funny, no one can’t help but smile and laugh with her. She’s a woman who prefer to see life in a positive way. Even problems of life is pouring down like heavy rain and drowning her, she just keeps smiling and lifting the burden with nothing but faith. When fear knocks at her door, she welcomes it with faith. Believing that her Father will never leave nor forsake her. For it is His promise not just to her but to all His children who choose to believe in Him.
She’s a Christian. Not perfect but saved by her Fathers love. She recognizes people’s beliefs being different to her but she never tried to insist what are her beliefs. She presents it in the most convincing way she knows but never forced it to them. Respect is one of the most important thing for her. She believes that when everyone learn to respect others then there’s no room for fighting and chaos. When everyone learns to put themselves in others shoes, then no one will throw insults and offending words to others.
She’s a woman who still believes that HUMANITY still exist in this world full of SELFISHNESS.
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Love is not a new feeling for her. All her life she loved everything and everyone who became a part of her existence…
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…but one of her greatest fear was the fact that not everyone she love will love her back. And not all the people and things who are significant for her will last and will stay forever. For she knows that nothing last for a long time. And that change is an inevitable thing. Still, she prefer to love everyone in general…but never in specific. For she knows that when she love a specific person, he would be the center of her world. And that’s a very scary scenario for her. That’s why people questions her for being single. She’s lovable and an ideal woman for every man, they say. But they never saw any man claiming her to be his. Haven’t she found her Prince yet? They would tease. She would just laugh at it and shrugged like she doesn’t know. But at the back of her mind, she’s not looking for any Prince. All she wanted was a man who will accept her at her worse, because she knows that he’ll definitely love her at her best.People would run to her and ask advises about love. She would willingly share her notion and views about it. They would adore her for her insights about these thing called love leaving them questioning their own thoughts about it. At the end of their conversation they would leave with a smile and a clearer view about love…but they would question her again if where did she get all those views when she’s not even been into a relationship. She would just smile and say, “Sometimes, you don’t need to experience something to learn from it. Observations of what others had experienced about love is enough for me to learn something. Why let yourself experience the painful process, when you can just learn from others?”…which she also knows that it was just a lousy excuse for her cowardice.
You see. All her life she’s been witnessing women breaking down because of love. She saw them cry, felt their pain and carried their burden as she help then pick up their selves and move on their life. It was a painful process. Picking up the shards of your life and putting it back together is like picking up the pieces of a shattered mirror and putting it back again. It can be whole again but the scars of the fall will still remain. Still, she present to them their beauty despite the previous shattering.
Yes, you were shattered but it doesn’t mean you’ll waste your life and throw yourself away from others. It doesn’t mean that you were shattered, your beauty faded away. On the contrary, you can be more beautiful if you choose to be. Like a shattered mirror you can still reflect light. Not just a single light but much more than you could imagine. It doesn’t mean you were shattered and broken you will be useless and living in this world will be pointless.
There will always be SOMEONE out there who will love you not just by your beautiful PARTS but by your shattered and strong HEART.
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Everybody loves her for her smiles, laughs, humor and wittiness. She’s like a candle in the dark. Her simple fire can light a dark room…
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…but when everybody is falling in love with her smiles, laughs, humor and wittiness…she’s waiting for that someone who will love her scars, cries, dramas in life and her mood swings. She can definitely be a candle in the dark and her fire can light a dark room…but who will be willing to stay and light her candle and keep the fire burning?Will be there someone who will take the risk to be with her and change her notion about the pain accompanying love? Will someone stay with her and show her the beauty of loving someone without the security of not experiencing pain and being hurt? And will she take the risk and trust that man will all her heart? And accepting every consequences of her action.
