Is there something burning so hot on fire inside you wanting so badly to be known but the thought of it going public cripples you into darkness of the what could be if said out loud. Could it be someone you longed for, for far too long? a deep dark secret of any sorts that you carry with you each and every day in fear of unveiling the truth that so excitedly inside you has made your insides burst with joy for so long.
We all have those skeletons in the closet but this is different this is something passionate, something that makes you daydream in vision of how it be if you just shouted out what it was you carried for far too long. I do admit that I have that one thing that has carried with me for a year now but in secret in deep of my heart it always lingers never passing the lips to say out loud for others ears to hear. Honestly don’t think that I could ever find myself to speak those words that keep me smiling off and on as a thought comes to mind of the secret I bare.
Looking around in my life I understand that the secret of all soon take the toll but that is a burden we choose when we ourselves take the vow of silence that burns to be flared out into the world, besides what others feel or think is none of your business. However if you find your secret hurtful to another than really is it worth it to let those words roll of your tongue? I say that all should be honest and whatever it is that makes you feel so good inside as you think of that forbidden secret should be unleashed and let yourself be happy.
For me I just do not see the rainbow in the words coming to reality, perhaps that may be the fear alluding my vision of what could be but for now my lips bare the burden of secrecy, perhaps it all comes down to fear and we all know fear is our greatest conquer to grabbing onto exactly what we want reality if only to make the giant leap first. Fear is disguised in dreams that are caught by being out that comfort zone you struggle so much in despair to not want to be uncomfortable and stay comfy in your known, take the unknown because fear is a joker leading you paralyzed for no reason, when fear is what drives us to reach our brightest of destinations.
I know practice what I preach hahah, yes perhaps one day it shall be because we only live once and to be happy in all aspects of our life is the cherry on top of it all. Yes, yes that secret I hear it, I see it, it lingers with me every day and so do the happiest of images of how it would and could be. Perhaps a crush? a secret crush? well that all one day shall be revealed and will be right here typing the story of the outcome. Do I got you all thinking now?? ask yourself if this is causing you from unleashing your true self, your happiness, no matter what reality it may take, is it worth to keep that volcano so erupt wanting to explode to lift the world off of your shoulders? If that may be the case than I would say shout it and shout it loud.
