I chose to keep you out of my sight for I became scared that you will just break the walls that I’ve built around my heart in just a second and I will start again from constructing the barricade by putting the first brick made of paper and ink in a sea of tears and broken hopes. Perhaps I am just exaggerating things, but I know it for certain that it only takes a second for a disaster to disturb a person’s solidity for the moment I saw a man wearing a white shirt and a red cap slowly turning his head to the back just to take a glimpse of me, I knew that the courage that I have exerted just to remove him from my panorama would now be a waste. But for the most part, I grasped that what has already began, I can never back out from it anymore for accepting how things are would be the only option that would produce me a good aftermath.